Tuesday and Playing Hookie

The good news is that I didn't watch porn yesterday, and I won't today either. I'm too tired.

The bad news is that tonight was supposed to be a meeting night, but instead I went to McDonalds ordered a milkshake and hungout at Barnes and Nobles reading books. This wouldn't necessarily be that bad of a thing, but I told my wife that I was going to a meeting, and when I got home she asked how the meeting was....to which I replied, "eh, it was OK."

I don't normally skip meetings, but I've had so little time to myself recently that I just wanted to spend sometime alone. That isn't a bad thing but lying to my wife is. It isn't as though I went and did anything wrong, so I should have just been able to say that I played hookie.

This is one of my defects that is still with me; the little white lie. I am an honest person when it comes to signficant things. But when I think that its harmless I have no problem telling what I think the other person wants to hear. I don't know why that is still an issue with me.